i went there on friday morning around 8 and arrived at 9. i ate nothin. my phone was suddenly off i had no shit why. i felt like crying. i had mcd breakfast, yaaaay ! turned out my phone was off coz the battery finished LOL but i swear the battery was full before i left my house. then i went around the place. it was aight for the first 2-3 hrs. later on the day, the place was effing boring. the place was French town. i didnt have a room well nobody did til 1pm. we went to the golf clubhouse for lunch since it was near to the meeting building. waited for an hour there, bored sleepy hungry and thirsty. food sucked. i had 2 cups of coffee :D finally went back to the hotel and got a room. i laughed like crap when i saw the bed coz it seemed so romantic loool. the view was the woods, fantastic ! i fell asleep til 7. woke up, had dinner. spaghetti was kinda cold =S and and i had another cup of coffee teehee. totally bored then i chilled with Rama and Rezi. they are life savers ! haha. we chilled with emak2 at the resto til 1am waiting for our dads and their husbands. well, we talked alot while drinking coffee and went around while feeding the swan and fishes. totally i had 4 cups of coffee that day. no wonder i couldnt sleep. but i had like 2-3 hrs of sleep :3
next day we played some games. got bored again haha. and went to the rabbit zoo. fuuuuun, right ! zet-zet. at least i didnt have to stay home cleaning up right ?

OH MY GOD TODAY =P
i went out with Irwin ngahahaha we are bored to death staying at home during our holidays. Arsal and Audi were suppose to come but they couldn't, somehow -.- yet i still had fun with Irwin. duh im talking about Irwin haha. soo we went to Pavi, as usual, and were effin confused what to eat. he said kfc then carls jr then Nandos =) we seemed like we were dating but wakakaka nawh we aint, we just 2 indo survivors in KL =) then then we checked the movies but the queue was daaang long so we were like screw it. my new Sachs high sandals or whatever they're called was uncomfortable =S so i bought an ipanema one from tangs. theeen we went for shisha ard bukit bintang. we were there like what 2 hrs or less but he didnt smoke HAHA. IT WAS RAINING, shiba ! but we went back to Pavi anyways and the rain stopped X) we searched for those benches sat there and talked til our moms picked us up. it was fun xD Bila would be effing jealous if she knew haha =P

i chatted with Izzat OMG HE MADE ME LAUGH LIKE CRAP ! then we did skype HUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA LMFAOOOO OH MYYYYY I LOVE U BROOO :] one of the funnest chats we've had ! i laughed my ass off like crap til i cried and stomach hurt. it was soooooo fun and funny teehee. i also chatted with Koko =) hes in Montreal now. his msn dp with his bro on snow is effing adorable especially his bro =P also chatted with ifu james salsa and danny

well i guess thats it xD

booooooorrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnggggggggggggggg
can u change ur blog's background ? coz i wanna change it to a burrito or taco bell logo ngahaha
nothin happened. bored. stomach hurts. aish, i wanna talk with someone on skype

today Zin Koko Aung left to Canada and not comin back to Kl =(
i havent seen him since July. i couldnt even see him for the very last time like in person before he left coz hes been so busy and so have i with school. its true, i still can chat and skype with him but it will feel different, in a way. well, SOMEDAY i'll meet him again. i miss him so much and i have a pretty deep pain inside. omg, my tears r comin out typing this. i cnt believe he has really left Malaysia. i hate him but he knows i cnt coz i love him so much. hes one of the best est guy ive ever known here in Malaysia. he was so kind to me in my 1st month of school; talking with me, vibrating my chair & ALWAYS borrowing my stuff. then we went out with Johann and others. we started talking alot and got close. he was there like from all the pain ive been thru; the 'incident' and break ups. well so have i :) he's an amazing rapper, i know that he will make it. his raps r real and breathtaking. i really felt everythin he wrote to me abt the 'incident'. i really trust him. and i believe that one day ill hear his music on youtube or on the radio haha. argh, gonna miss the lil guy even more.
well i hope he has a safe flight, have a fresh new start there, enjoy his life, finish his education and then become whats he best at, get a gf that he seriously deserves and most importantly REMEMBER ME & still keep in touch :D ima miss him even more and i love him so much, Good bye Koko my buddy, bye love :')

"when i grow up i wanna be.....a breast milk donor !"
"this could be a great opportunity for lazy women also for the men coz they get to milk it"
"let's have some fun this beat is sick, i wanna take a ride on UR LIL PONY"

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL MY BRO SAID THIS XD

today i had one of the nicest sleep =D
then SOMEBODY sent me a text to call him. i was like urgh i wanna sleep, lol. then i replied. he called i was like wtf. so we talked. ngajak jalan =S gue kagak mau lah. aneh bngt sumpah. gue ga tau ah. malas. :D

then had dinner with some people from Embassy like the Imigration people and most importantly Dinda's fam. it was aight. been a long time i havent seen Dinda. we talked alot. the food was urgh boring !

omfg tmrw Koko's leaving :'(

today Lee Young Jae oppa left to Korea and not comin back to Kl =(
he left like an hour ago
even though i wasn't so close with him, im soooo gonna miss him anyways =( the cute red cheeked Korean boy (Y)
too bad he had to leave coz if he didnt my baby gurl would finally have her first bf who she likes and the guy likes her back
he said hes goin back to kor coz of his dad needs to go to USA but he doesnt know when hes goin to the us
argh, i really hope he has a safe flight to Korea, not forgetting me and others, still keep in touch and enjoy himself in Korea & USA
SARANG HAE YO LEE YOUNG JAE OPPA :]

oh and today was FUCKING HOT!!!! my skin and i guess everybody's skin that went to the soccer tournament in French School of Kuala Lumpur was BURNING -,-
i heard Fairview was in the 4th place ? lool i couldnt concentrate any longer coz the heat was killing me and Sze Kay
jadi gini. Sze Kay and i agreed to meet up in pavi at 11. i just got outta my house and called her and guess what?! SHE JUST WOKE UP WHEN I CALLED HER -.- i was like OMG, HURRY UP!
so in pavi, went to stores like Zara Topshop Cotton on and Forever 21. oh myyy im digging all of those store clothes =P i need loads of cash for shopping spree ngahaha. An hour passed, she wasnt in pavi yet. I got so pissed and tired at Forever 21. I got out to the escalators and saw her running, i screamed her name and both of us ran to Forever 21. We quickly chose a button top like those tops u just had sex (no offense lol) and she changed. Thank good ness we weren't lost on the way there
got there, we were like omg wheres Barsam and everyone. We sat at the bench hopeless to find em coz we had no credit haha. Good thing zk's eyes r sharp, we walked towards em. Hugged Izzat and Barsam. Talked. Went back and forth from the field to bench so many darn times. IT WAS SO FUCKING HOT!!!!!!! EVEN WHEN WE SAT AT THE BENCHES!!! Jon, Rahul, Hidayat, ZK and i watched, talked(seperately) and tried to stand the effing hot heat of the sun. Barsam came to us girlies many times :) when ZK and i went down to the field, i was otp with my mom, urgh, SHE SAID SHE LOST HER PHONE :O we were searching it ard the field but thought it was ard the bench. We told Barsam and he kindly lend his phone so we could miscall. i was otp, a familiar guy's voice talked and turned out to be Jon. Lol. we got the phone back
Rachel and Aida said they were comin but THEY DIDNT! aish jinjja~
Izzat scored the first goal, yaaaaaaaayy brotha <3 i yelled his name so loud many times haha, thats my love, peeps
It ended at 4ish. the guys went shirtless(not a nice sight okay wheee) i was looking at Izzat like 'urgh' then he tried to show off what he got whichs nothin lool and he said "see, i'm alot better than Taylor Lauter" i had no expression and speechless, i felt like i was gon burst. Then ZK and i went to pavi to drop her off and i went home in a very tired condition

u live in a fairytale while i live in a nightmare says:
ha! im gona be PACKING!!

16:54:37I say:

SHIBAL 2 MORE DAYS

as usual its been a while i havent write my blog haha
Its Dec 11 2009, WOW 09 IS ENDING SO FAST!
SHIBAL, I CNT MAKE THE WORDS NON CAPITALIZED, IM LIKE USIN MY PHONE COZ IM BORED IN PAVI'S COFFEE BEAN. IM WITH MY MOM, SHES DOING SOME DARMA WANITA STUFF WHILE SMOKIN N DRINKIN COFFEE LOL
ANYWAYS IM HAVIMG MY END OF THE YR HOLIDAY NOW. I WANNA GO SHOPPIN BUT MOM SAID JUST DO IT IN INDO. OH YEAH IM GOIN TO INDO ON THE 23RD TIL THE 2ND. ILL BE GOIN TO JOGJA THEN TO JAKARTA. IT FEELS WEIRF TO BE GOING BACK TO JAKARTA
SOOO TODAY WAS SUPPOSE TO BE TWINNY'S ADVANCED BDAY PARTY BUT MOST OF US CNT COME SO ITS POSTPONED TO NEXT WEEK.

*3 hrs later*
im home :)
lemme try to recall whats been goin on in December
BESTEST PART: buff talked to me xD fuck y'all dk how effin happy i was but i tried lay low. i dnt wanna say it in details just that he really notice me and talked to me. TIGHT ASS ;D there aint no pain seeing him ngahaha

on dec 4th the big happy crazy family of yr 10 went to pavi to watch new moon and red box BUT red box was too expensive it was RM60++/person :O TAYLOR LAUTNER WAS SMOKIN xD i squeezed daddy's hand so hard hihi. too bad wifey wasnt there

theeeen on Dec 7th, it was Lee Young Jae's farewell =( my wish of hanging out with the kors came true haha. it was fun. we watched Couples Retreat. its pretty sick, JC covered her eyes so many time well i had to yet IT WAS HILARIOUS! when we got outta the cinema the guys were like "i lost my innocence" lol. Ho Min, me and panda were like BOOM all the time(whoever watched it gets what we meant) we lmao-ed everywhere. oh god, the kor guys turned out to be jinjja pion tae ;) BOOM, BANG BANG

for like 3 days i stayed at home sleeping, going online, eat and exercise ngaha. uww i got to skype with wifey for 3 hrs =) i had fun

tmrws the tournament in French School of KL. Aida and Rachel might come. Sze kay might come if i come. Daddy wnts me to come. should i??!

its friday night and im sooo bored. i planned to study acc earlier but im so lazy XD
im listening to get low by lil jon. i know i know its an old song but this song brings me memory especially in the part "to the window, to the wall" <3 reminds me of my bro and i driving to umm evanston cinemas. we heard that song, he put the volume really loud and we were having fun with that song. aww i miss him ;(
im also listening to chingy lucacris nd snoop dogg's holiday inn ;) hahahaha i knoooow its another old song but i love it! i lovee both songs i mentioned haha
lady gaga's telephone and bad romance r addivtive dawg so as pitbull songs

my wife, yes my wife, has a new man. aww congratulations wifey! hope u 2 will be together for a long long time nd things will go aight for y'all. but dnt forget hubby nd ur wifey haha. gawd, im so happy for u. no more sipit in ur way huh? theres comel now ;) HAHA

so like on sat was novita's party at her place. nabila went to my house coz her grandma aunt nd uncle nd their friends came to malay =/ we chilled at my room, watched tv nd took pics with my webcam. it was 3ish, we headed to novita's place. it took like whaaaat 1 half hr to get ther wakakak. got there, i saw zilpha at the stairs, i screamed her name we hugged nd screamed, its been too long. then i hugged agos finally novita. saw the iskl kids, TIK TOK THEY AINT WHAT WE EXPECTED =/ oh well. we danced nd had a great time but those kids looked at us like shit nd left the dance floor everytime we're there, like why?! urgh screw that we still had fun. we camwhored. buuuuut bila nd i didnt really enjoy coz she was tired nd i was about to get sick. still i had fun nd partyed. blablablabla. said bye nd thanks to novita nd her mom then left novita's place, took bila home nd i finally went back home. omg! my internet didnt work nd i had a massive headache with a runny nose. got sick until now =

omg its november already, SO FAST!!!!
anyways, today started as a typical sunday. had to clean up nd went online sigh. around 1 i got a phone call from nabila. she said she was with irwin ibi nd early. i was like "urgh thats not fair i was suppose to meet up with em ystdy but mama didnt allow =(" ibi said some funny crap. irwin said he nd ibi wore the same colored clothes; white top nd black pants. wtf, they're truely soulmates. i hung up. went to my mom to ask for permission but i was too scared, my heart was beating dang fast so i was like errr lemme ask dad X) went to dad nd asked him he said OKAY i was like omg i cnt believe it! thank u so much Allah :] i called em nd bila was sooo happy nd i heard ibi nd irwin screaming "yaaaaaay". i got ready. i said bye to mom but she was like in a pissed nd bad mood so i quickly ran away to the car =P i arrived at pavi, i went to starbucks. i went to the table where those freaks were. i tapped on ibi nd irwin's backs while screaming "heeeey" they were sooo shocked lmao they swore, even nabila was shocked haha. then i sat n talked with em all. bila nd i searched for presents ;) then we all went to stores nd chilled. irwin nd ibi had to leave, we took pics =P said bye nd bila early nd i headed to the foodcourt to eat. we were talkin till my parents arrived. surprisingly my mom was aight =S urgh whatever thats great

maaan gue sayang ma irwin nd ibi. mrka gokil abis! muka mrka selalu bikin gue bahagia. kyk tadi malam, gue bt ga ngapa2in halloween, tiba2 irwin ngajak skype. eeehh ada ibiiii =) gue ngakak gila2an tadi malam gara2 mrka. mrka bawa suasana enak & bahagia WAKAKAKA. gue ma bila tanya2, kapaaaan kita bisa jalan ma soulmate yg gokil itu? eeeh hari ini bisa, yupiii =) gue kangen ma mrka, pengen jalan lagiiiiiiii. gawd they're so fun <3

ceritanya di rmh ada emak2 girang kbri karaoke-an & bakar2 sate di rmh gue -_______- gue pengennya jalan ma barsam you jung nabila amin & ti sein TAPI GA DIBOELHIN MA NYOKAP, SIALAAAAN NYET! ;@ td malam gue sampe nangis, kok bisa ya nyokap ketawa2 ma tmnnya di kasur gue yg di sebelah meja bljr sedangkan gue lagi ol. sumpah gue kesel bngt seharian ini. sekarang gue bosen buangeeeeeeeeeeett kampret ga tau mau ngapain & bilang apa huhu

besok rencananya mau jalan ma irwin & ibi. TAPI NABILA HARUS KE PD bujuuuud, dia aja kagak tau harus ngapain di sana. besok gue bisa asalkan bokap ga harus ngurusin apa2 klo iya, gue mati krna kebosenan -_____- or maybe i should start studying?! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAK as if ill do =P hmm ill TRY, USAHA aja dah

got the title from nickelodeon (wait is that how u spell it?) nd it is soooooo true! OCTOBER IS VERY SHOCKING!

hmm where should i start?? hahaha its been too long i havent update my blog, so lazy XD


ohhh, rachel bila panda tan nd the other tan haha took pics :] i look awful so i aint gon post em haha

uww! on 15-10-09 <3>was a great day! i havent had so much fun like that for a loooong time. i hung out with dong jae bila barsam you jung masih shayan izzat chan su nd his friends nd gf. we went to sunway pramid to ice skate. okay i cant ice skate meanwhile others can. 1st, i went to bilas house which is in seri kenny. her room is PINK, EVERYTHING IS PINK = blablabla. we went to seri maya to see dong jae nd you jung. DANG IT dong jae was effing cute! so was you jung, sigh. we waited for the iranians for 2 hrs =S idk it was just long. we were about to go by train but IT WAS RAINING. so bila nd i bought umbrellas haha. we got there, excited nd all. i fell down so many times but i still enjoyed it. Barsam is such a sweetheart :] he helped me to ice skate the whole time haha but ugh bila helped me too okay! i fell down sooo hard coz of Barsam, he couldnt stop, i was holding hands with bila then BLAG we fell. my left side of my ass hurt =/ theeen we went to Carls Jr ;) all of us were starving. we ate like pigs hahaha the table was freaking messy! we talked nd laughed there till everybody in there looked at us but ugh whatever =) some of the guys left 1st meanwhile it was only bila me barsam you jung masih nd shayan. shayan did something HILARIOUS =) masih nd shayan r very very very funny nd i love that soo much haha. we left Carls Jr, OMG izzat nd i forgot to bring the umbrellas loool we just wasted 24 bucks =/ all of us were crazy during pics time haha. then we went to the pool place, i played for a while nd got bored sigh. sooo bila barsam you jund nd i went out, there was a bracelet shop so bila barsam nd i made 1. after tht we chilled nd waited for others. it was 7ish, we went back to seri maya. mom was worried as shit nd got mad idk why when i got back home. at seri maya, we all hugged nd said bye then i went to bilas place nd got picked up by pak darmo. i really had fun that day, i wanna do something like that again with those people, theyre all crazy funny nd fun which is perfect! aaaahh i love u guys so much <3



hmm what else happened in october?
aaah yes! i had tests last week! nd mom was away at jogja. she arrived today, i picked her up nd went to GM nd pasar chow kit =
usual crazy stuff that happens in school. i cnt remember all hehe
people having problems coz of misunderstanding nd some1 who has a really big mouth. its very shocking to know man
today, the prefects got their vests KWANG HEE LOOKS JINJJA JAIL SAENG GUHT SOH & JEONG HOON LOOKS JINJJA KIYOWO <3>gawd i love em haha

OOOOHH THE OTHER BEST DAY OF OCTOBER!
FINALLY AFTER WHAT 7 MONTHS I SAW HIEW SZEKAY; THE MOST VIOLENT GURL, MY DEAREST TWIN <3>
it was on 23-10-09 :] i was freaking hyper that day coz of that nd jc told me lee min ho was coming to malaysia to rpomote etude house =P i asked every korean if hes coming for sure nd they said yes i was daaaang happy dawg! =D fast forward to afterschool, rach nadia nd i went to pavi. my tanktop was too small so i had to buy a new 1. went to zara but all had low cuts then went to forever21. i got a top nd i wanna buy another 1 haha. we had our lunch at subway nd took pics. we went to diva nd met szekay there =D we screamed nd hugged. it was sooo unreal like FINALLY I GET TO SEE HER! last time was during rachel's bday, she came to ampang fairview nd hid behind a kancil haha. then we went to red box baby. we got CRAZAAAY. 1st song was partay in the usa y'all!! hahaha. we took pics nd sang our hearts out. it was 7ish i think, rachel had to go back. zk nd her hugged. nadia, my baby sis <3 food ="D">WE HAVE TO MEET UP AGAIN, I MISS HER SO FUCKING MUCH ;(



oh perfect, when i was about gon finish, haru haru played -__-
anyways, jc told me theres a new kpop group called B2ST but now is BEAST. HOLY SHIBAAA, this dude named Lee Ki Kwang aka AJ is effing HOT!!! VERY HOT (L) (Y)

oh yeah! i almost forgot. LEE MIN HO CAME TO MALAYSIA ON SUNDAY, 25-10-09. bila tan me nd KOR gurls came to see him at sungei wang. i waited for 4 fucking hrs just to see him. (see how much love ive got for him! ive never done anythin like that to a guy before haha) he came out at 6ish when hes suppose to be out at 5. it was aight, coz i got to see Min Ho like in person. HE WAS LIKE AN ANGEL THAT CAME OUTTA HEAVEN. A VERY HOT ANGEL :P HE WAS SHINING ND FUCKING HANDSOME! some sexual harrasment happened during the waiting of him in the crowd haha. its disgusting yet funny =) when Min Ho came out, everybody pushed nd recorded him. he only came out for 5 mins -__- but it was aight, okay XD we got out. bila early nd i went to pavi to chill eat nd get picked up. we laughed at the foodcourt.

yee i guess thats it for what happened in october. this month is very interesting. its gon end soon sigh. hope november will be better! (except exams will happen at the end nd beginning of december, ouch)

2 of my besties r stressed out coz of love shit. sighhh idk what to say nd do coz its all up to them, right? hope theyre alright like seriously. the guys who like em r GOOD GUYS :O total opposite from me those days X) the question is this; somebody likes u but u only like that person as friends. u guys aint that close but that person likes u. u dnt wanna hurt that person but from rejecting him will. u'll feel dang guilty but ure fucked up coz ure confused what to say. wth will u do?! =S
those days r over for me now :) just pity my besties getting fucked up like this n those guys for not sure what they'll say. it might be an UGLY TRUTH.

holy shieeeeet when was the last time i updated my blog? ahaha im so lazy =P

hmm lets see whats been goin on so far:
- its fasting month but its FINALLY the last week =)
- schools been aight except the fact all the teachers r fucked up indians urgh!
- its great seeing nabila, jancee, tan, shoba, rachel, nadia, aida nd others
- last friday was shobas 14th bday. it was aight. dk what ill be witout her jancee nablia n tan
- HOLIDAYS ONLY 3 DAYS WTF ;O
- i wnt a sidekick soooo bad! IF there is in malaysia
- some people just become weirder n more annoying
- ive got like 16 free periods sometimes dk what to do =S
- im single XD
- i need a webcam n headset to skype wit people
- awww i miss koko sze kay n yuna ;( also johann n shahin
- STRANGE STUFF happened ever since school started
- i actually read my books now ;D impressive huh?! hahaha
- yr 10s n 11s r being treated like shit nd its as if we're kg kiddies

i think thats it well idk what else to say XD

CRAP ITS MY LAST DAY HERE IN CHICAGO ;(
i dnt wnt this day to come but it has ;( i dnt wanna leave chicago again! but ive got no choice. well, id just like to say good bye to people in chicago n hope we can see each other again. ill surely miss my bro so much, dang it i dnt wanna cry 2night or 2mrw ;( sighh. this is the last day n night to spend time wit him, mess around wit him n go to some places wit him ;( ARGHH *CRYINGGGG*

woooooot im still here in CHICAGO. dnt feel like going home at all ya know but i will on the 31st ;(
wokaaaaaaaaayy theres so many things that happened here but i cnt write it all down coz idk where to start n im lazy to write it ALL DOWN HERE. but i can say 1 thang, IM FASTING HEREE XD

omg omg omg ! after 5 years of praying n wishing when i can i ever meet my bro in chicago it has finally come truee ;D im so freakin happy. but i had to make a decision between this n honours day. obviously i chose my bro but i absolutely feel bad to my friends well they said just go on so i did.

its 4:11 am n im having jet lag. i fell asleep before coz of my bro watching travel channel haha. so like i went here with korean ailrines omgg KOREAN :) i departed around midnight i think in KL theeeeen 7 hrs later i was at incheon int airport seoul, korea XD mamas old pal, yayuk met us BAM they were busy. i drank changed my clothes then went for a nap at the rest area. mom woke me up n we 3 had lunch KOREAN FOOD baybehh ;) ahahahaha. theeeen mama n i went inside the boarding room to the plane. we got a seat beside the emergency exit. it was nice coz i had so many space to it =p next to me was an american to bad he was old. it would be so much better if its 1 of the hot korean i saw =p the flight was abou 12 hours or more my ass hurt. all i did was listening to music holy cow there was t.i's king album n few korean songs i know there like old ones -_- i also watched movie but i mostly listened to music n SLEEP X) FINALLY i arrived at o'hare int airport chicago. the immigration part took kinda long n urghh bloody heavy luggage. we got out n searched for abg. mama was like "ituuu abang !" i was like "manaa??!" BAM this big mustached beared guy showed up i was like O-M-G??!?!??!!!! :O dad told us he has shaved but HELL NO i knew abg hasnt =p we all hugged each other blablabla went back home. OHH THE CAR, RED CAR. the outside is still aight but INSIDE?! 8-) so messy !!!! it reminds me of the old old dayyyyss =) we got home. i went to the guest's room aka abie's room i saw abie my old bestie HE LOOK SOOOO DIFFERENT ! before he was this small cute chubby guy but now hes tall gota a mustache n doesnt look cute but looks like a man =S ahahaha im schocked lookin at him n sooo was he ;) he was like :O wow my bro asked him if he still remembers me he said yeah.

abg said "omg sis ure so big now ! ure a woman now." LOL kasian abg =) hes just really shocked looking at me now n so was i 8-) he thought i was a korean ahaha but nope its me :) i guessed i change alot but i didnt realize it man. oh yeah then i went to JEWEL n TARGET looool to buy some stuff. i was so kampungan ahaha but when i was at target i checked out some outfits 1st ahaha thank goodness my bro is used to it already =) got home, talked wit bro again then i fell asleep. now im awakee n wanting to pee haha. thats it for now TOODLES

wohooooo exams r OVER baybeh XD i feel so good now no more stress n more books =p gue pasrah2 aja ma nilai2 gue yg penting gue udah belajar trs usaha :')

aduuuuhh gue jatuh cinta ma lagu2nya 2NE1 & YUNHO :") lmao. yesh theyre koreans n u might think im a freak for em well hmmm yeah i think i am ? =S gue cinta aja ma korea, semuanyaaa ahahaha. gue ga tau apa gue harus blg tntg yunho; hot? yooeeeee :') ok lets just put him d defn of hotness in asia & changmin d defn of cuteness in asia. in usa AHEM no other thoughts; T.I :')

speakin about t.i OMGOMG mvnya yg "remember me" udah keluuaaaaaarrrr! tapiiiiiiii kata mtv.com vidnya ga bisa di tayang di bagian negara gue ;"( shiba!!!! gue mau liiaaaaaaaaattt kupreeettt sigh =( oh well i'll wait until i can see it :') uwww lemme tell koko tan n szekay haha

DONT FORGET TO REMEMBER ME
DONT FORGET TO REMEMBER ME
ILL BE BACK, SO REMEMBER ME
PLEASE KEEP ME IN UR MIND,
IF WE EVER HAVE TO PART
DONT FORGET TO REMEMBER ME

above is the chorus of t.i's new song; remember me ft mary j blige. this song is effin nice ! i love it n i love him =) i would never ever forget CLIFFORD JOSEPH HARRIS JR. (T.I) i listen to his music everyday n sometimes look at his pics for refreshments haha. i miss him so much like ive ever met him =p but i somehow do ya know, TRUE FAN ;D haha. i'll be waiting for March 2010, the month hes comin out. i aint sure what date yet hehe

love t.i so much, i wnt him outta jail asap n i cant wait for the day hes finally free n his new album

peace to other TIP fans <3

haha i got this from fb. i find it true. idk, u guys tell me if it is;
L • E • O: Wild in Bed (RAWR)
Great talker, Sexy and passionate, Laid back, Knows how to have fun, Is really good at a lot, Great kisser, Unpredictable, Outgoing, Down to dearth, Loyal, Addictive, Attractive, Loud, Loves being in long relationships, Talkative, Great fighter and will knock your ass out if you mess around, Rare to find, Great when found

aight so last week salsa n fam came to msia coz the were at spore coz her bro was sick. she stayed at my place for 3 days. coz of her i didnt go to school on last friday WOHOO HAHA. she arrived like at 10, i forgot =p i was doin my english hw she came inside my room then we screamed n blablabla met salva too. we talked then went down i had to met tante lubna, oma, om reza n om reza's friend. tante lubna n oma said i look like manohara what the fak i dont ! n im skinnier now =S riiiighhhhhtttttt 8-) tante lubna said i should be a model when i get back to indo for good wookaaaaayyy lmao. aight salsa n i went to my room n we chit chat till 2:30 =p we were also on fb & camwhore loool

next day we went to genting. as usual pak dedek was late -__- we didnt get to go to d theme park we just went on d cable cart n ate at hotel genting. theeeeenn we went to sungei wang tryin to find salsa's gladiator. then to pavi daaaangg oma n tante lubna were shoppin like crazy ! we ate at sakae sushi. i sat wit salsa n salva we were talkin like old times. suddenly salva said "remember u guys usued to come outta d closet n say WE'RE IN D FUTUREE" lmao salsa n i were like wtf he remembers :O i remembered as soon as he said that to me. salsa found a pink gladiator sadly there was only 1 left n that size was too big. we went to klcc coz salva wnted to go to toys'r'us. salsa n i went to zara X) oma n tante err idk haha. we tried this top sayin "i <3 cute guys loool

got back home, it was 12 & that meant my mama's bdayyyy :) she's 50 now she doesnt look THAT old ok i gave her a necklace n hoop earring n tante gave her a mango bag. after tht salsa n i slept

next dayyy, we went to curve. salsa n i seriously couldnt wake up. our eyes were sooo weak. but we still managed to camwhore ;p we went to borders n chilled at starbucks n salsa was finding a book called "why men marry bitches??" lool what a book ! turns out it was outta stock :O theeeenn we ate lunch at marche for my mama's bdayyy. then we planned to go to pavi some of my friends were there ;p but noooo salva wnted to go to twin tower. we got to klcc, d tickets was finished aight then we went to mc d n went to d bust station. it was still long so we went to indo embassy n drank tea/coffee. i sent em to d station again. tata ! salsa n fam went to spore for 1more day n went to indo d day after

it was so much fun ! i had a blast wit her. i hope i can do this next time & i guess THAT NEXT TIME is when i go to indo for hols. thanks sista, i love ya so muchh muahh

idk whats goin on ok im just goin wit d flow. gawd this is annoying
ive got exams on d 13th, wish me luck =) amien

hmm what else to say huh?? IDK i just wnt things to be ok like, NOW X)

shim changmin a.k.a max from tvxq/people say dbsk
is my sex god =p hes just UBERLY CUTEE ! his face is just OHMYGOD :O hes also sexy ;) hahaha. his voice is smooothhh, body?? lmao its awesome dang it ! theeenn OHMYGOD he has a killer smile ! it makes me go gaga =p its like when he smiles, he has small eyes they get even smaller which is fuckin cute && his smiiiilllleeeeeee ohmg its wide cute n aaaahhh it just make his face even cuterr. he sounds awesome in his solo song "i love u" daaaannggg d lyrics of it is fuckin deep wit that sad beat n his smooth nice voice just makes it perfect. goshh i cnt stop listening to it. even my mom loves this song ! just now she said its a bataknese song i was like wth its a japanese song thats translated to korean which sounds a hell lot better in korean coz of my sex god lol. my taers actually came out last night when i heard this song while focusing on d translations n just looking at him =) jancee's also deeply in love wit changmin oppa. she has pics of him in her wallet which r really refreshing at remedial time hahaha. well i do too but i dnt bring em to school yaaaadddiiyaaaaddaaaa =p
point is, changmin is uberly cute n sexy(in some way lol) n hes my sex god ;D

SARANGHAE YO =D

belakangan ini gue malas ngeblog. kecapekan kali ya?
lets seeee, gue ngapain aja sih? haha
oh yaa !

1 hari, yuna n so hyang dtg ke sklh. gue di kasih tau ma johann n eleena. gue lari sambil teriak namanya yuna trs pelukan keceeeeengg bngt. babi2 itu pada liatin, bodo amat lahh. wtf r they gon do huh?! trs mrka ngajak gue ke red cottage. luamayn bo, gue lg ga ada remed haha so aight gue kasih tau nyokap gue mampir ke ampg point (sebrangan kali) i had a hell fun of a time

trs umm. gue ma si edwin udah ga ngobrol YAYYYY =D jahat amat gue haha BODOOO =P sumpah gue bt bngt ma tuh ank. udah 6 bulan gue bersabar n kasih dia kesempatan (sebagai tmn) tp dianya gt urghh. hidup gue jadi lebih bahagia skrg. ive got everythin i ever wished for, its time to give back what my parents wnt from me :)

aaaaaahhhh YESTERDAY =O gue jalan ma ahem hahaha asik asik. ampuuuuun dia cute abis ! mau dia gimana dia masih cute haha

oh yeahh, hari rabu gue ada excursion ke science centerrr. bosenin bngt tuh excursion, untungnyaaa kita boleh bawa camera. sooo we camwhored buahahaha. yg gue suka itu ank2 seangkatan udah kyk keluarga jadi asik bngtttt walaupun tmptnya ngbosenin haha. aaaah i love year 9 :)

apa lagi yaaah? oh yaa, kampret dancenya udah selesai tp skrg bikin steps yg baru gara2 yg dulu SANGAT LAME(no offence) sighhhh.. jujur yee, gue udah mulai enek bngt ma lagu itu, FUNKY TOWN =S gila ni sklh bnyk amat maunya. klo kita boleh lagu2nya lady gaga, semuanya udah beres.

ohh gue jatuh cinta ma CHANG MIN a.k.a MAX dari tvxq XD gue juga suka ma cowo2 boys over flowers. gue, nabila n cw2 korea di kelas gue kelepek2 liat mrka ahahaha cnt blame us, theyre oh so hot n cute =p tapiiii mau gimama pun juga, gue masih sayang ma T.I

yesterday was such an emotional day for me
a) in d mornin i was so happy i got to see wifey tan again
b) happy coz d dance is finally finish
c) at break, nabila n i were orderin milo then that annoyin canteen dude was doin his thang ishh. some1 tapped me on my back i looked i saw sern but koko did it =S sern said somethin but i wasnt sure. i went to koko n talked to him about somethin horrible ;(
d) at 2nd period of history there was a fire drill! bwahahahahaha matt n zau ming were sayin shit that time i just laughed my ass off. we went back to class n alarm went on again lol d iranians were so effin hilarious i laughed my way down to d carpark till we went up to class again. tears came outta my eyes man, crazy right? =D
e) i was fuckin exhausted yesterday. every1 was so we didnt prac after school
f) urghh edwin wnted to talk to me so did i. i set everythin straight
g) i talked for a while wit james muahahaha
h) some shit happened wit the guys hmphh ;( i feel like cryin rememberin it, gosshhh. i dnt wanna explain it its too.............idk
i) mom picked me up n insisted to go to dad's office. i was dangg sleepy i slept there =p i got home n SLEEEEEEEEPP
j) smsan ma sern, gue nanya ke dia td blg apa trs dia jelasin lebih detail ke gue. anjing gue kesel bngt td malam sampe skrg gue masih kesel kali urghh!
k) gua ol pngn bngt ngmg ma wifey tan n shoba, shoba doang yg balas gue. si jon sapa guee HAHA kita ngobrol after all these months =S gue ngerasa aneh bngt chat ma dia lagi apalagi cara dia nyapa gue begitu lol. gue juga chat ma yuna &others. trs sern ol dehhh
l) gue minta ijin bolos hari ini ma ortu eeeehhh di bolehin :D MUAHAHA

todaaaaaayy, idk how i feel honestly. BUT HEYY HOLIDAYS R ON BAYBEHH XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALSABILA ALUZA !
my grumpy biatch, my love, my bestfriend, the grumpy effin cute naughty playful lil brat ive known 7/8 years now :)
heyy ! i smsed n CALLED ya but u didnt pick up theen u called me haha same thing right? i just wnted to hear ur voice again, i miss it hehe

girl, i just wanna wish u all the best in ur life. ure what now, 13 right?? hahaha anyways, im lookin forward for JULY 2nd ;) ure actually comin here! man i was so damn happy when u told me like 2/3 months ago haha. i miss d times we had before like alot. everytime we spent from all the way back in chicago until my last night in indo u came over my house is unforgettable for me dude. uve been there for me at my shitty times n great times even we're apart same goes to ya. dude, no matter where we r, dnt forget me coz i would never ever n always remember that im here for ya. girl i feel like cryin now haha. well happy birthday salsa muaahh !

XOXO,
Ratri

OOH OOH BABY, OOH OOH BABY, DNT KNOW WHAT TO DO WIT U BABY, U JUST GOT ME ACTING SO CRAZY N I THINK THIS COULD BE LOVE.... OOH OOH BABY, OOH OOH BABY, I JUST CNT SAY NO TO U BABY =D
this aint for uh hmm (to y'all who know who i mean) its for some1 else =) but idk if i do love him, im just a fan of him lmao..

haha 2day afterschool every1 was in BM n their extra class meanwhile i waited in d corridor where agama class, 9W, MR2&3 r. i walked towards MR2 and lollipop was there
lollipop said "r u goin home?"
i said "naww not yet i got dance practice"
he said "ohh what time??"
i said "2:30-3:30"
he said "awww too bad *his face was kinda disappointed =p*"
then we said bye n OH MY GODDDD :O HE HUGGED MEEEEEE !!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA :D i was ssoooooooooo damnn happy! n shocked coz he suddenly hugged me LOL! i mean before every1 headed to class we were sittin next to each other n i just wnted to hug him lool but finally we did loooooool =p too bad we didnt hug tightly n long enough, he had his book n i was SOO SHOCKED n seriously BLURR that time i didnt know what to do! but i had a bad feelin so i quickly ended it. turns out my bad feelin was true thana was close there i was like oh thank god she didnt see n it was RIGHT ON TIME MAN. iyiyiiiiiiyyy wish that could happen more =p
i dnt care what y'all say or think about this im just so darn happy now HAHA

arghh i gotta do this computer project which is also the assessment 1 urghh im so fuckin lazy to do this man. i slept before but i wanna sleep again im so sleepy =p OMG CAROLINE WAS ABSENT 2DAY WOOOHHOOOOOOOOO!!!! =D =D everybody in class was so damn happy hahaha nabila n i and and min jun n hyo jin high fived of course as usual ho jun n ti sein followed

arghhhh i miss ARLAN HARDIYAN so freakin much ;( my "brotha" lol daaaaaamnnn its been so long gw ga ga ngobrol ma dia, kangen berat gw ma dia!! gw lupa terakhir kali gw ngobrol ma dia. biasanya ya gue tlfn dia berjam2 sampe pulsa gw abis/pake tlfn rmh yg ada di kamar gw dulu sampe billnya mahal bngt ahahaha trs gue curhat lah ma dia ato dia yg curhat. hes 1 of my greatest friend man, i love him =) tapi skrg gue di malay sini udah ga pernah ngobrol lg ma dia. pernah sih tp bentar bngt. gue baru contact2an ma dia barusan ini. dia tulis di wall fb gue aaaaahh =D tae seneng bngt gue !! td gue tuh pengen nangis ahaha rememberin d old days =) iyiyiiiiiyyy gw mau tlfn dia asap dah! kangeeeeeeen !
I LOVE N MISS YA SO FREAKIN MUCH!!!!

ok i need suggestions. should i dye my hair like this week while mommy's off to jogja/later weeks close to honours day????????!! i do wanna do it now but later that BITCH is gonna sigh ya know =/ shes soooo on me now ishh

maan, im suppose to write this last night but i was so tired n busy chattin wit my baby wifey tan =)

aight anywayssss, yesterday was a hell a FUN baybeh! i was suppose to meet up wit ti sein n gang at 12 in pavi BUT my mama had to join drop me off to go to a funeral. i told her we'll go at 11:45 but we went at 12:15 =/ i was suppose to meet wit nabila in starbucks but ive waited for 20 mins/somethin she didnt show up so i asked jancee fou sing's number i called him n it turned out they were in front of d cinema. i quickly rushed there n apologized while laughin =) we went to d food court to dragon i (yeah makanannya non halal but ive ate hehe smart ay?) i just drank ice lemon tea there while waitin for nabila. she came i met her parents n lil bro we went back in. then nurul was in pavi already so aight we said bye to every1 wit full regrets coz we had to ditch em earlier.

i screamed when i saw nurul (d last time i saw her was june n it was my 1st ok haha) mega was there too wit this guy name bintang. yeah we chilled n other guys came along i was like wokaaaayy who r they but im cool wit em. we decided to go AHEM ;) but it was sorta rainin, we just went anyways ;D when we were there not it was empty buuuutt it only took a few minutes till ANAK GAHOOLS came along hahahaha! i swear that place was filled up wit ANAK2 GAHOOLS! we ordered apple n watermelon. watermelons nice man haha. we did it from 4:15 ish until 5:15 ish i guess =S oohhh man i was doin it like i crazy! i miss it so muchhh =D its for my refreshin ok after all d drama at school haha. it was heavily rainin dude but thankfully it stopped. we went back to pavi. i was in a high condition, i felt like d world was lost lmao! while nabila nurul n i was close to d main entrance, we were like atlkin about people's walk n nurul said "begini" then these malay ass said "yaa begini yaa begini" i was like wtf n shouted "shut up u asshole" HAHA! we directly wet back into d food court n ate korean food =) then SOMEBODY CAME ZET-ZET-ZET after that we went out to camwhore then went to d toilet instead LOL =D my parents picked me up n they ate there. my mom pissed me off like shit man.

that fagg CALLAN is such a fuckin annoying stalking faggot man! 2/3 days ago he asked like all d girls in class for my number i told em to NOT GIVE HIM XD then at science time we went to d bio lab, nabila n i sat under d fan meanwhile that fagg n his pondan buddy sat behind us. his pondan buddy likes nabila. isnt this so fucked up? i was like asleep then d fagg tapped me on my back n asked my number. i obviously said no n went back to sleep =p omg omg omg i love aida =) she gave him "my number" but its barsam's number loooooool mampus tuh org!

he told pooja that SOMEBODY likes me buuuuutt tht aint true at all. coz that person likes my friend. when i heard that i was so sleepy so i got fuckin shock n screamed my asss off n laugh until i fell onto my chair. at break that fagg told pooja it was a lie. i was seriously mad man it aint funny at all its fuckin stupid. i said fuck off to him n gave him that look everytime he passes me.

2day at literature time, d indian memek said this to me "ohh mirella i just found ur lit book! it turns out to be wit me(while smilin really wide zet-zet-zet)" i said "see what i told ya" if BARNEYs gon say shit to me ohh i am so gonna blame that memek!!

yeah then she forced callan n farris to sit behind nabila n i. i was like wtf urghh. i ignored em like 100% nabila was also pissed. THEY DIDNT WANNA MOVE FROM THAT PLACE EVEN LITERATURE FINISHED ;@ it seriously pissed me off man. its like everywhere nabila n i sit, THOSE 2 PONDAN MTF FAGGS SITS CLOSE TO US. ISHHH SHIBASEKI! n omgg my friend said he was twirlin wit my hair =S ewww

:O ok young cheol smsed me n said that when he was playin wit ms reena's laptop he saw in d fagg's usb have 7 PICS OF ME! he said d fagg got my pics from fb but i dnt think hes my friend there -_- holy shieeet this is so fuckin creepy dude, hes gonna die :D young cheol i love u soo damn muchhh! THANK U =)

im redoin my eng directed writin pemplets homework thang. my 1st 1 SUCKED n this looks better =) 2day my right side eye was red! idk why but it was man. this mornin i tried wearin my contacts but i couldnt open my eyes. every1 at school was askin me "omg mirella what happened to ur eye?!? why is it soo red? =O" i said "idk maaaan =S" now its better, yaaaayyy!

its like everytime i drink milo im so darn hyper & HIGH (my friends said that O.o) umm before at break i drank it. i laughed nonstop man idk why LOL! then then after school i drank it again. hahahahha i was singin like shieeeeet akash rachel nadia jancee n all tht were wit me were like "mirella, u ok? r u high? did u smoke weed or somethin 2day? did u drink? R U OK DARLING?!" i was like "im ALRIGHT!" nothin happened to me.. i was singin 'klik, okay, hancur hatiku, dengarkan curhatku n err rehab' XDD n what my friends said was by d way i was sittin down n laughin nonstop i was to be so high lmao. buuuut im SERIOUSLY ALRIGHT NOW =) & beforeeee!

2day i was so freakin lazy to go to school. usually i aint this lazy but idk why man. so like i woke up late then my dad got kinda pissed coz in jln ampang always have a big jam at 7am. then i arrived at school, put my bag n books in front of my class(no lockers huhuhu what a poor school!) bell rang ayayaayayyyy n rachel came along. ASSEMBLY -____- i saw jancee n i swear she was so pretty! i thought she was a korean from d back lol. durin d assembly i was like lookin at my right then THANA was scoldin me EVERY1 was lookin at me! issshhh ge sek i X)
then geography :@ every1 in class was sleepy n fuckin lazy to do tht puki's works. omg ibrahim's body is so cushyyy me like haha X)
nabila n i were writtin down d math thing. jeong hoon n seok ki were lazy to go to music class. suddenly nabila said eh mir tau khan lagunya si olga? gw yg anjiiiing wahahaha hancur 5x hatikkuuuu trs kita bedua ngakak gila2an sampe jatuh di lantai. jeong hoon ma seok ki bingung liatin kita awww so CUTE! kita ber4 ngobrol n pergi ke music class. di situ kita ber4 ma young cheol james n fou sing ngobrol2 i like these kinda moments. SCHOOLS OVER gw masih nanyi lagunya si olga sampe skrg hahahaha tae emg nabila ;) after school ibrahim jancee edwin n i ate n i was singin it lmao. 1:50 i was wit d guys as usual sighhh kinda fell asleep then remedials =/

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :)

in msia, 2days mothers day.
for my mama:
mom, i love love lovee uuuu! thanks for everythin ma. though ive done shit, pissed n upset u but mom i love u so damn much ure everythin to me even though yeah we fight but we laugh again. im tryin to be better than i have n i promise ima make u smile from now on i dnt wanna hurt u again. ily, happy mother's day :) muaaahhh

check out this rap that my friend johann made, i like it its so touchy
For everyone who loves their mom put ur hands up high, mama knows if i fight, smoke or lie. It took all my heart to tell my mom i love her. Mama makes me smile, for her id walk a 100 mile. Without my mom i wont be here today, she was there for me all the way. She is one hell of a lady, the shit that im doin aint got nothin to do wif how she raised me. I know i fucked up in school and made u mad, im tellin you i regret for making u sad. Sometimes i wonder how you are still proud im ur son, after all the shit i put u through and all the shit ive done.No matter how hard things get, i will always be glad that u and dad met. You did everythin u could for me and i love u for that, wanted me to suceed in school but that aint where my heart is at. You helped me enough mama, now its time for you to rest. I love you mama and i wish you Happy mothers day!

i wonder hows edwin 2day wit his mama hahaha X)

2day is so freakin hot here in msia!
i am doin my homework (rajin bngt ya gw hahaha) aight ive done tht computer paper but im so dangg lazy makin d flowchart ima see uduak's =) ive done english comprehension n now im doin d directed writtin project. daaaaaannggg so many things to do!! ok what else is my homework for this week? hmm... oh snap math! waiiiit i think ive done it. errmm SHIBA LIT ;( mati aj deh gw anjing malas bngt ngerjain prnya si memek india yg satu itu. iyee gw dendam bngt ma dia malas bngt ma dia tp mau gimana cuy? pertama dia INDIA kedua dia bikin pelajaran yg gw benci tambah benci lg n kasih crap aja stiap pelajarannye FUCK HER seharusnya gw ga ngmg gini tp sumpah ye gw ga tahan ma dia. urghhh

aahh im so in love wit korea =D i love their music n PEOPLE ;) ahahahahahaha im listenin to afterschool-ah loool theyre like d asian pcd. this song is so addictive yet bitchy i mean read d lyrics but wtv =) omg omg omgg when hyo jin n others performed this all d guys went GAGA n they were like :O so hottt! me likeyy n some other shit haha

it all started in LITERAUTURE arghh that indian bitch is so annoyin. then those iranians monkeys couldnt shut up. nabila was so fed up n suddenly cry. i exploded startin scoldin n swearin like shit hahaha. every1 made us feel better, thanks guys <3
nabila shoba n i went to bball court for d mother's day thang. its was EFFIN HOT! we managed to sit close wit johann n others but we couldnt sit wit tan n others coz STUPID IB TEACHERS DIDNT ALLOW EM TO BE WIT US =@ shoba nabila johann eleena n i camwhored under d hot sunny sun laughed n retarded hahaha it was so boring ok! we couldnt see what was goin on coz lil rascles kept on standin n we couldnt ishh.
d only cool performances were jeong hoon's, jancee's n of course hyo jin n girls hahaha
edwin came over. we were all fanning each other wit books n sweating crazaayyyyy
so it was 1:20 which we gotta go back BUT those babis locked d bball court! it was like we're in prison dude. i tried goin to this door it was locked then d other it was guarded but luckily there was 1 open so i snucked in went to get a drink then GOMATHI caught me n some yr 10 guys. we went back in n went out again through d same door haha =) i ran up to d dance room n D GATE WAS ALSO LOCKED TOO i swear lil kids were jumpin off d fences. i was fed up n wntd to go to my car so i decided to jump too wit koko n ibrahim. lil kids were followin us but they were scared. i went to my car n just said d gate was open. my mom was like omg those kids r jumpin! this is a CRAZY SCHOOL n some other shit. it was 1:40 ish n still d gate wasnt open n d cars didnt move. everythin went back to normal at 1:50 ish more dude.

aight SALSA ive made my blog now. its so stupid of u DARIN ME to make 1 just ask me nicely n i would hmm.
wokaaaayy idk what to do later but i wanna go out. i wnt shishaaaa =( haha i miss it, i love it, i need it, its my love ayayaayyy
im new hereeee as u can tell n idk what to say coz nothin happen YET 2day hahaha im just online freakin bored n is soooo tempted for shisha =) arghh shiba! i just remember ive got so many hw huhuhu fairview's so fucked up i wanna mooovveeeeee i wanna get outta msia to USA =D HAHA yeah i wish but u'll never know right