yesterday was such an emotional day for me
a) in d mornin i was so happy i got to see wifey tan again
b) happy coz d dance is finally finish
c) at break, nabila n i were orderin milo then that annoyin canteen dude was doin his thang ishh. some1 tapped me on my back i looked i saw sern but koko did it =S sern said somethin but i wasnt sure. i went to koko n talked to him about somethin horrible ;(
d) at 2nd period of history there was a fire drill! bwahahahahaha matt n zau ming were sayin shit that time i just laughed my ass off. we went back to class n alarm went on again lol d iranians were so effin hilarious i laughed my way down to d carpark till we went up to class again. tears came outta my eyes man, crazy right? =D
e) i was fuckin exhausted yesterday. every1 was so we didnt prac after school
f) urghh edwin wnted to talk to me so did i. i set everythin straight
g) i talked for a while wit james muahahaha
h) some shit happened wit the guys hmphh ;( i feel like cryin rememberin it, gosshhh. i dnt wanna explain it its too.............idk
i) mom picked me up n insisted to go to dad's office. i was dangg sleepy i slept there =p i got home n SLEEEEEEEEPP
j) smsan ma sern, gue nanya ke dia td blg apa trs dia jelasin lebih detail ke gue. anjing gue kesel bngt td malam sampe skrg gue masih kesel kali urghh!
k) gua ol pngn bngt ngmg ma wifey tan n shoba, shoba doang yg balas gue. si jon sapa guee HAHA kita ngobrol after all these months =S gue ngerasa aneh bngt chat ma dia lagi apalagi cara dia nyapa gue begitu lol. gue juga chat ma yuna &others. trs sern ol dehhh
l) gue minta ijin bolos hari ini ma ortu eeeehhh di bolehin :D MUAHAHA

todaaaaaayy, idk how i feel honestly. BUT HEYY HOLIDAYS R ON BAYBEHH XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALSABILA ALUZA !
my grumpy biatch, my love, my bestfriend, the grumpy effin cute naughty playful lil brat ive known 7/8 years now :)
heyy ! i smsed n CALLED ya but u didnt pick up theen u called me haha same thing right? i just wnted to hear ur voice again, i miss it hehe

girl, i just wanna wish u all the best in ur life. ure what now, 13 right?? hahaha anyways, im lookin forward for JULY 2nd ;) ure actually comin here! man i was so damn happy when u told me like 2/3 months ago haha. i miss d times we had before like alot. everytime we spent from all the way back in chicago until my last night in indo u came over my house is unforgettable for me dude. uve been there for me at my shitty times n great times even we're apart same goes to ya. dude, no matter where we r, dnt forget me coz i would never ever n always remember that im here for ya. girl i feel like cryin now haha. well happy birthday salsa muaahh !

XOXO,
Ratri

OOH OOH BABY, OOH OOH BABY, DNT KNOW WHAT TO DO WIT U BABY, U JUST GOT ME ACTING SO CRAZY N I THINK THIS COULD BE LOVE.... OOH OOH BABY, OOH OOH BABY, I JUST CNT SAY NO TO U BABY =D
this aint for uh hmm (to y'all who know who i mean) its for some1 else =) but idk if i do love him, im just a fan of him lmao..

haha 2day afterschool every1 was in BM n their extra class meanwhile i waited in d corridor where agama class, 9W, MR2&3 r. i walked towards MR2 and lollipop was there
lollipop said "r u goin home?"
i said "naww not yet i got dance practice"
he said "ohh what time??"
i said "2:30-3:30"
he said "awww too bad *his face was kinda disappointed =p*"
then we said bye n OH MY GODDDD :O HE HUGGED MEEEEEE !!!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA :D i was ssoooooooooo damnn happy! n shocked coz he suddenly hugged me LOL! i mean before every1 headed to class we were sittin next to each other n i just wnted to hug him lool but finally we did loooooool =p too bad we didnt hug tightly n long enough, he had his book n i was SOO SHOCKED n seriously BLURR that time i didnt know what to do! but i had a bad feelin so i quickly ended it. turns out my bad feelin was true thana was close there i was like oh thank god she didnt see n it was RIGHT ON TIME MAN. iyiyiiiiiiyyy wish that could happen more =p
i dnt care what y'all say or think about this im just so darn happy now HAHA

arghh i gotta do this computer project which is also the assessment 1 urghh im so fuckin lazy to do this man. i slept before but i wanna sleep again im so sleepy =p OMG CAROLINE WAS ABSENT 2DAY WOOOHHOOOOOOOOO!!!! =D =D everybody in class was so damn happy hahaha nabila n i and and min jun n hyo jin high fived of course as usual ho jun n ti sein followed

arghhhh i miss ARLAN HARDIYAN so freakin much ;( my "brotha" lol daaaaaamnnn its been so long gw ga ga ngobrol ma dia, kangen berat gw ma dia!! gw lupa terakhir kali gw ngobrol ma dia. biasanya ya gue tlfn dia berjam2 sampe pulsa gw abis/pake tlfn rmh yg ada di kamar gw dulu sampe billnya mahal bngt ahahaha trs gue curhat lah ma dia ato dia yg curhat. hes 1 of my greatest friend man, i love him =) tapi skrg gue di malay sini udah ga pernah ngobrol lg ma dia. pernah sih tp bentar bngt. gue baru contact2an ma dia barusan ini. dia tulis di wall fb gue aaaaahh =D tae seneng bngt gue !! td gue tuh pengen nangis ahaha rememberin d old days =) iyiyiiiiiyyy gw mau tlfn dia asap dah! kangeeeeeeen !
I LOVE N MISS YA SO FREAKIN MUCH!!!!

ok i need suggestions. should i dye my hair like this week while mommy's off to jogja/later weeks close to honours day????????!! i do wanna do it now but later that BITCH is gonna sigh ya know =/ shes soooo on me now ishh

maan, im suppose to write this last night but i was so tired n busy chattin wit my baby wifey tan =)

aight anywayssss, yesterday was a hell a FUN baybeh! i was suppose to meet up wit ti sein n gang at 12 in pavi BUT my mama had to join drop me off to go to a funeral. i told her we'll go at 11:45 but we went at 12:15 =/ i was suppose to meet wit nabila in starbucks but ive waited for 20 mins/somethin she didnt show up so i asked jancee fou sing's number i called him n it turned out they were in front of d cinema. i quickly rushed there n apologized while laughin =) we went to d food court to dragon i (yeah makanannya non halal but ive ate hehe smart ay?) i just drank ice lemon tea there while waitin for nabila. she came i met her parents n lil bro we went back in. then nurul was in pavi already so aight we said bye to every1 wit full regrets coz we had to ditch em earlier.

i screamed when i saw nurul (d last time i saw her was june n it was my 1st ok haha) mega was there too wit this guy name bintang. yeah we chilled n other guys came along i was like wokaaaayy who r they but im cool wit em. we decided to go AHEM ;) but it was sorta rainin, we just went anyways ;D when we were there not it was empty buuuutt it only took a few minutes till ANAK GAHOOLS came along hahahaha! i swear that place was filled up wit ANAK2 GAHOOLS! we ordered apple n watermelon. watermelons nice man haha. we did it from 4:15 ish until 5:15 ish i guess =S oohhh man i was doin it like i crazy! i miss it so muchhh =D its for my refreshin ok after all d drama at school haha. it was heavily rainin dude but thankfully it stopped. we went back to pavi. i was in a high condition, i felt like d world was lost lmao! while nabila nurul n i was close to d main entrance, we were like atlkin about people's walk n nurul said "begini" then these malay ass said "yaa begini yaa begini" i was like wtf n shouted "shut up u asshole" HAHA! we directly wet back into d food court n ate korean food =) then SOMEBODY CAME ZET-ZET-ZET after that we went out to camwhore then went to d toilet instead LOL =D my parents picked me up n they ate there. my mom pissed me off like shit man.

that fagg CALLAN is such a fuckin annoying stalking faggot man! 2/3 days ago he asked like all d girls in class for my number i told em to NOT GIVE HIM XD then at science time we went to d bio lab, nabila n i sat under d fan meanwhile that fagg n his pondan buddy sat behind us. his pondan buddy likes nabila. isnt this so fucked up? i was like asleep then d fagg tapped me on my back n asked my number. i obviously said no n went back to sleep =p omg omg omg i love aida =) she gave him "my number" but its barsam's number loooooool mampus tuh org!

he told pooja that SOMEBODY likes me buuuuutt tht aint true at all. coz that person likes my friend. when i heard that i was so sleepy so i got fuckin shock n screamed my asss off n laugh until i fell onto my chair. at break that fagg told pooja it was a lie. i was seriously mad man it aint funny at all its fuckin stupid. i said fuck off to him n gave him that look everytime he passes me.

2day at literature time, d indian memek said this to me "ohh mirella i just found ur lit book! it turns out to be wit me(while smilin really wide zet-zet-zet)" i said "see what i told ya" if BARNEYs gon say shit to me ohh i am so gonna blame that memek!!

yeah then she forced callan n farris to sit behind nabila n i. i was like wtf urghh. i ignored em like 100% nabila was also pissed. THEY DIDNT WANNA MOVE FROM THAT PLACE EVEN LITERATURE FINISHED ;@ it seriously pissed me off man. its like everywhere nabila n i sit, THOSE 2 PONDAN MTF FAGGS SITS CLOSE TO US. ISHHH SHIBASEKI! n omgg my friend said he was twirlin wit my hair =S ewww

:O ok young cheol smsed me n said that when he was playin wit ms reena's laptop he saw in d fagg's usb have 7 PICS OF ME! he said d fagg got my pics from fb but i dnt think hes my friend there -_- holy shieeet this is so fuckin creepy dude, hes gonna die :D young cheol i love u soo damn muchhh! THANK U =)

im redoin my eng directed writin pemplets homework thang. my 1st 1 SUCKED n this looks better =) 2day my right side eye was red! idk why but it was man. this mornin i tried wearin my contacts but i couldnt open my eyes. every1 at school was askin me "omg mirella what happened to ur eye?!? why is it soo red? =O" i said "idk maaaan =S" now its better, yaaaayyy!

its like everytime i drink milo im so darn hyper & HIGH (my friends said that O.o) umm before at break i drank it. i laughed nonstop man idk why LOL! then then after school i drank it again. hahahahha i was singin like shieeeeet akash rachel nadia jancee n all tht were wit me were like "mirella, u ok? r u high? did u smoke weed or somethin 2day? did u drink? R U OK DARLING?!" i was like "im ALRIGHT!" nothin happened to me.. i was singin 'klik, okay, hancur hatiku, dengarkan curhatku n err rehab' XDD n what my friends said was by d way i was sittin down n laughin nonstop i was to be so high lmao. buuuut im SERIOUSLY ALRIGHT NOW =) & beforeeee!

2day i was so freakin lazy to go to school. usually i aint this lazy but idk why man. so like i woke up late then my dad got kinda pissed coz in jln ampang always have a big jam at 7am. then i arrived at school, put my bag n books in front of my class(no lockers huhuhu what a poor school!) bell rang ayayaayayyyy n rachel came along. ASSEMBLY -____- i saw jancee n i swear she was so pretty! i thought she was a korean from d back lol. durin d assembly i was like lookin at my right then THANA was scoldin me EVERY1 was lookin at me! issshhh ge sek i X)
then geography :@ every1 in class was sleepy n fuckin lazy to do tht puki's works. omg ibrahim's body is so cushyyy me like haha X)
nabila n i were writtin down d math thing. jeong hoon n seok ki were lazy to go to music class. suddenly nabila said eh mir tau khan lagunya si olga? gw yg anjiiiing wahahaha hancur 5x hatikkuuuu trs kita bedua ngakak gila2an sampe jatuh di lantai. jeong hoon ma seok ki bingung liatin kita awww so CUTE! kita ber4 ngobrol n pergi ke music class. di situ kita ber4 ma young cheol james n fou sing ngobrol2 i like these kinda moments. SCHOOLS OVER gw masih nanyi lagunya si olga sampe skrg hahahaha tae emg nabila ;) after school ibrahim jancee edwin n i ate n i was singin it lmao. 1:50 i was wit d guys as usual sighhh kinda fell asleep then remedials =/

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY :)

in msia, 2days mothers day.
for my mama:
mom, i love love lovee uuuu! thanks for everythin ma. though ive done shit, pissed n upset u but mom i love u so damn much ure everythin to me even though yeah we fight but we laugh again. im tryin to be better than i have n i promise ima make u smile from now on i dnt wanna hurt u again. ily, happy mother's day :) muaaahhh

check out this rap that my friend johann made, i like it its so touchy
For everyone who loves their mom put ur hands up high, mama knows if i fight, smoke or lie. It took all my heart to tell my mom i love her. Mama makes me smile, for her id walk a 100 mile. Without my mom i wont be here today, she was there for me all the way. She is one hell of a lady, the shit that im doin aint got nothin to do wif how she raised me. I know i fucked up in school and made u mad, im tellin you i regret for making u sad. Sometimes i wonder how you are still proud im ur son, after all the shit i put u through and all the shit ive done.No matter how hard things get, i will always be glad that u and dad met. You did everythin u could for me and i love u for that, wanted me to suceed in school but that aint where my heart is at. You helped me enough mama, now its time for you to rest. I love you mama and i wish you Happy mothers day!

i wonder hows edwin 2day wit his mama hahaha X)

2day is so freakin hot here in msia!
i am doin my homework (rajin bngt ya gw hahaha) aight ive done tht computer paper but im so dangg lazy makin d flowchart ima see uduak's =) ive done english comprehension n now im doin d directed writtin project. daaaaaannggg so many things to do!! ok what else is my homework for this week? hmm... oh snap math! waiiiit i think ive done it. errmm SHIBA LIT ;( mati aj deh gw anjing malas bngt ngerjain prnya si memek india yg satu itu. iyee gw dendam bngt ma dia malas bngt ma dia tp mau gimana cuy? pertama dia INDIA kedua dia bikin pelajaran yg gw benci tambah benci lg n kasih crap aja stiap pelajarannye FUCK HER seharusnya gw ga ngmg gini tp sumpah ye gw ga tahan ma dia. urghhh

aahh im so in love wit korea =D i love their music n PEOPLE ;) ahahahahahaha im listenin to afterschool-ah loool theyre like d asian pcd. this song is so addictive yet bitchy i mean read d lyrics but wtv =) omg omg omgg when hyo jin n others performed this all d guys went GAGA n they were like :O so hottt! me likeyy n some other shit haha

it all started in LITERAUTURE arghh that indian bitch is so annoyin. then those iranians monkeys couldnt shut up. nabila was so fed up n suddenly cry. i exploded startin scoldin n swearin like shit hahaha. every1 made us feel better, thanks guys <3
nabila shoba n i went to bball court for d mother's day thang. its was EFFIN HOT! we managed to sit close wit johann n others but we couldnt sit wit tan n others coz STUPID IB TEACHERS DIDNT ALLOW EM TO BE WIT US =@ shoba nabila johann eleena n i camwhored under d hot sunny sun laughed n retarded hahaha it was so boring ok! we couldnt see what was goin on coz lil rascles kept on standin n we couldnt ishh.
d only cool performances were jeong hoon's, jancee's n of course hyo jin n girls hahaha
edwin came over. we were all fanning each other wit books n sweating crazaayyyyy
so it was 1:20 which we gotta go back BUT those babis locked d bball court! it was like we're in prison dude. i tried goin to this door it was locked then d other it was guarded but luckily there was 1 open so i snucked in went to get a drink then GOMATHI caught me n some yr 10 guys. we went back in n went out again through d same door haha =) i ran up to d dance room n D GATE WAS ALSO LOCKED TOO i swear lil kids were jumpin off d fences. i was fed up n wntd to go to my car so i decided to jump too wit koko n ibrahim. lil kids were followin us but they were scared. i went to my car n just said d gate was open. my mom was like omg those kids r jumpin! this is a CRAZY SCHOOL n some other shit. it was 1:40 ish n still d gate wasnt open n d cars didnt move. everythin went back to normal at 1:50 ish more dude.

aight SALSA ive made my blog now. its so stupid of u DARIN ME to make 1 just ask me nicely n i would hmm.
wokaaaayy idk what to do later but i wanna go out. i wnt shishaaaa =( haha i miss it, i love it, i need it, its my love ayayaayyy
im new hereeee as u can tell n idk what to say coz nothin happen YET 2day hahaha im just online freakin bored n is soooo tempted for shisha =) arghh shiba! i just remember ive got so many hw huhuhu fairview's so fucked up i wanna mooovveeeeee i wanna get outta msia to USA =D HAHA yeah i wish but u'll never know right