gosh he's so annoying! he's full of BS BS BS BS AND BS! so immature, selfish and pushy. aish DIEEE YOU! i cannot believe im practically in every classes with him;lesson and free. no more guiltiness towards him anymore cos he'll take advantage of it. he's now with K*******?!?!?!???! EWW, GROSS MUCH! they make me so sick. gosh i wanna punch him :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHANN!!!! WISH HIM ALL THE BEST IN EVERYTHING AND HOPEFULLY NO MORE SHIT AT SCHOOL/HOME/LOVE.




i miss those days when we were still at Ampang, Fairview. every morning we would hang around the stairs in front of the guys and girls toilet in block A1 waiting for the bell. then at break we would stand around our 'hang out spot, THE TREE' with our food/drinks. along Shahin, Ibrahim, Jan Cee, Yuna, Sze Kay, Qanky -back in the days and sometimes with Eleena and Edwin. we would be laughing our asses off especially me xD -i know they all LOVE my laugh, im truely honoured ha ha. or we'll be discussing bout shit goin on our lives.


yeah, i had to go through shit last year but Johann had always made me smile/laugh no matter what so thank you my friend. i have been there for him and so has he but things changed from last term cos we were in seperated buildings. this is basically his last month in fairview ;( i should totally make the most of it without interferring him and his gurl ;) OMG I HAVE SO MANY MEMORIES WITH HIM! THOSE DAYS WERE HELLA FUN TIMES THAT ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE TODAY. HOWEVER I CAN'T WRITE EM ALL, SOME AREN'T FOR EVERYONE TO KNOW :)


i rmbr when it was 08's fasting month, we both became fasting buddies so if one of us breaks the other too. everybody would be eating except for us, standing the hunger and thirst, hanging around in GE to waste time haha.

aaaah those year 8 days ;D -good times.

OMFG! SERIOUSLY, WHAT'S UP WITH ME?!
I'VE NEVER FELT THIS SHITTY IN SO LONG! LIKE, I GOT NO ISSUES. ABOUT HIM; SCREW THAT! OTHER THAN THAT, NOTHINGG! EVERYONE ASKED ME WHAT'S UP AND I SAID NOTHING I JUST FELT CRAP =| AND I WANNA SHISHA/SMOKE SO BAD ? WTF!

omfg i fucking found my avoca mates!!!!!!! THEY ALL REMEMBER MEEEE XD fuck, i miss them so much!! ;( makes me wanna go back to the past while in CHI and going back to live a life there like how i always wanted. if i never left CHI, i would have never met the greatest people i've met in jakarta and kuala lumpur so i am very thankful to God for taking me out and about meeting those people. however, i would love to grow up in CHI :) OH DEAR GOD, TAKE ME BACK TO CHICAGO BUT DON'T LET ME LEAVE THAT CITY ONCE MORE, I BEG YOU!!!

it was dinda's party. only reasons i came : dinda's bash, parents' farewell, my parents were coming + nurul&mega were coming. ON THE CONTRARYY mega didn't come so it was only nurul and i. ladies were looking at me like crapp, while men looked at me like.... urgh ya knoooow those looks (of sik) one asshole was flirting and saying crap omfg he's creepy!! EWW

yeah i layered my hair teehee =D
--- im digging yellow now HAHA

fucking lazy to wake up for remedials. arrived at school but only emily was there and i didn't see ms shailini! i was like oh man i should have stayed at home! either way mr harold told us to go to class. my thighs still hurt from heats on friday. then nabila asked to go to garden but mother was very mad at me idk why but she's alwasy bitchy on weekends!! theeen mega and ibi asked to meet up at pavi so i told bila to just go to pavi. i wanted to 'chill' but i didn't get to cos it was raining ;( met mega for awhile cos he had to take off. bila&i sat ard coffee bean then karaoked ;) that was so much fun. eeeeehh we met ibi :) with tons of indo kids from sri utama. met irwin too :) boy, those fellas made me laugh like crap in kfc and infront of mynews.com store. aaah i love em! yeah we enjoyed our selves . got home i felt crappy again + very sleepy so i slept at 11 and woke up at 12:30pm :)

DURING:
1st day of cny was also vday hooooly i went out with buff and hoe. well, we didn't do anythin spectacular but ay i spent time with em hahaha it was soooo unexpected okay! hoe just texted like 40mins earlier to chill at pavi with buff hell yeah i wanted. we chilled at coffee bean talk and talked so many craps also laughing. they needed alift to ampg point so i gave em. they're faces were priceless! they looked so scared eps buff. they greeted my dad "hello, sir." omg so funny!





i went out with the korean girls; you ji, hyo jin and you jung also of course nabila. we went to pavi to watch. we watched wolfman and omg that movie was creepy! we had our lunch while watching haha. then we left to bonton and had some quality times -i love that, it was so much fun. everything turned out perfectly. now could be a perfect time for that kinda day ;)






i also went out with chun hsiang, it was unexpectedly actually. i went to curve for mom's friends' bday lunch at ayam penyet. chun hsiang said hes in pavi with rena and nabila said shes there. so bro n bila and i decided to meet up and chilled. that picture of bro is hilarious!










AFTER:
i don't hang out with the fag anymore. im sick of him; he's so pushy, selfish, immature, annoying, such an attention seeker and........SHIT! yo odio el. he finally realizes that everyone hates him. now he's tryin to take my 'soulmate' but oh dear god she hates him too. he's lonely. i do feel sad for him but i've given him a chance like a test something like that before the hols however he failed it and seriously got on my nerves so SCREW HIM xD everyone is ignoring him at once which is such a coincidence. idk if this is right but this is what my heart and mind is saying.

IT WAS KO YUNA'S SWEET 16!
i met up with her and got to meet her bf, kira, jojo, choi&bf and qanky :]
im glad that i saw her even though my heart was beating fast cos of the venue but it was worth to see yuna again.
wish her all the best in everything and may all her wishes come true!
i miss and love her :)

i edited this picture -excuse my horrible editing haha. it was a great day, after 6 months of not seeing her :') this was taken April 09. sarang hae!
ps. i forgot to ask for a picture ;( -picture brings up memories of good times

FML.
idk what's wrong with me right now, things just seem so wrong. im bored, home's atmosphere is shit, wanna get out and i wan't shisha ;( AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!!