TAKERS WAS AWESOME, AMAZING, HOT AND YADDIYADDA !!!!!!!! IT WAS THE BEST 1HR 50 MINS OF MY LIFE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

John was fucking butt naked!!!!!
my most fav scene was when Ghost went to a boutique trying on tuxedos -oh myyyyyyyy!! while the other men starting from AJ with his fedora -looks hot btw, smoking cig -i never thought guys who smoke are cool but this one was, and then one by one the other men; Gordon, Jesse, Jake got out of their vehicles with swag and style ... aaaaaaahhh so fucking sexyyyyyyy!!!

the action was cool. never thought men could be so sexy as badasses hahahaha.

i, i just gotta watch it again. after o levels :)

didn't go to school today for that breast cancer lollipop day thang. heard it was really boring, just free periods and cp class. also some kids not wearing pink were sent to nava's office. they had to write a report and donate 20 bucks. but some were loose cos they had pink stuff. and i really don't think the 20 bucks is for breast cancer ...... its fairview for god's sake.

pray for indonesia, the country where i'm from. tho i don't really like going back still. many natural disasters happen recently; flood, mt. merapi erupted and some lives were taken/injured and quake leading to tsunami in sumatra. omfg i just realized everything happened near parents' origin, well technically. my dad's from the island of sumatra, tanjung balai to be exact but its not on the sides of plate tectonics moves. my mom's from the island of java, yogyakarta to be exact and mt. merapi is on the outskirts of yogya named sleman. wow.
HIDUP INDONESIA

it was surprisingly not as hard as i thought. it was aight. but i'm not so confident on my work :/ hopefully i get good marks, amin :) PAPER 2 ON NOV 8TH

and, should i like, come to school tmrw? its breast cancer day and lollipop day. i gotta wear pink and the problem is, IDK WHICH PINK TOP. hmmmmmmm should i come?


15 mins later ......
aight, i decided to come. but idk if i am gonna wear pink. i have 2 options; skirt and tee OR black skinny with tee/tank . i kinda feel like bringing ma g side back tmrw hahaha buuuuut it depends.

ARGH TMRW'S BUSINESS ;(

made a tumblr ystdy but its like bleeech. i was too bored from the all of the studying haha. im still using this blog tho. this is gon be the place where i let it all out :) while that is for ummm random shit haha.

YOU CAN WALK HOME BITCHES

since i'm 15 now, i'm learning to stop backstabbing people, keep quiet, smile, talk to anyone yk even if you detest em but keep things simple and keep it all to my thoughts. i don't wanna be that bitch when i reminisce my teenage life. i've made mistakes, huge and silly ones, but it makes me to think of my upcoming actions.

wow this post is dramatic ......... i should really sleep now, its 2:30 a.m.

diggity diggity boom!

i'd like to curse in any language right now :)
i blame this on raya food. i lost 3 kgs and now i gained em back, argh! plus, i have been eating a lot nowadays. its like, i am never full! mad? yeah .. i can't control my desire to eat but i could during fasting month, esp when those ho-bags purposely ate in front of me.
i have to lose weight like 8 or 10 kgs before i go to indo. yo i gotta look fine if i wanna see my friends and relatives bahaha.
i shall reduce my sleeping hours (hardest shit cos, urgh hello, i love sleeping hahaha), control my desire of constant eating (yeah that's gonna be tough), jump ropes (okayyy) and run (urgh, failed attempt! but i should)

i had my english paper 1 last tuesday and ik i screwed my compo. i'm trying not to think of it but .... i just can't. i'm doomed. help :( on other hands, paper 2 is this tuesday. i shall practice, sigh.

this song is awesome. i mean the acoustic version is. secret has amazed me in their 3mins of shaking in magic and nailing the acoustic version. here is the translation. no i am not heartbroken, actually i am, well just a lil, cos~ there's absolutely no hope with him and ..... argh fuck that.

so it was finally honour's day. i had only a week to prepare, and everything was frustrating as hell. basically everyone loved my dance that night, they said we were so fly and G and loads more f compliments. i had a blast dancing to lil' mama's lip gloss and chris brown's wall to wall. i don't mind performing that again. i think if i have to do it now i'd do hell better than that night. but like all the teachers were saying we were amazing :P omg like on that day, i didn't get to really rehearse. then went to irene's place before she leaves to canada, for make-up and hair with jancee. i looked so G man hahahahaha. wifey was daym classy i was shocked. when i went back stage, i was so nervous. esp when the music stopped during the belly dance ohhh man everyone in my group panicked. luckily the music didn't stop and my embarrassing solo at the end was successful :)

Friday, 16

HOLY BALLS I HAVEN'T SHARE MY TERENGGANU TRIP! ['holy balls' is my new fav term]
2 words to describe that trip; amazing & unforgettable. why? cos i spent 3 days and 2 nights with my closest friends and fun teachers at a place where i never thought i would be with them :)

everyone was at school around 7 and we only left at 8. the journey was suppose to be 5 hrs max but it took 8 friggin hrs to get there cos of the driver's really slow driving, many r&r stops and traffic. but there was that one time all of us had to use the toilet so we stopped at a petronas petrol station and it only had 1 cubicle for each sex so there was a line like queuing for sembako haha.

after arriving at the 'hotel'

we went to a local disabled kids' home. it was touching for everyone. those kids did the chicken dance and it got all of us doing it back in the hotel haha. we contributed for them cos they were just lovely :)



and we went to UMT's beach ...............

so this pic on the left is basically the year 10s, i mean when i was a 10th grader. on top was Shoba, Me, JC, Riya, Irene, Shefali, Barsam, Ms. Shalini, Nabila and Izzat. Khairi and Mehul were somewhere ard the beach -,-
then the picture below are the Korean guys. see, they had their own lil photoshoot so us non koreans felt left out. both pictures are awesome, i love em.

oooooooohh HAHAHA this picture is really funny cos its showing how Barsam and Dong Jae carried Ms. Shalini and dipped em.


we were all exhausted as we got to the 'hotel' but, what do you really think of these pictures on right? do you think we look exhausted?

i planned to sleep early cos the next day was the reason why i went to the trip; THE BEACH. buuuuuuut i had guests in my room until 1 or 2am(?) it was soooooooo much fun having them over.


Saturday, 17

OH I REMEMBER THIS DAY.

i woke up at 6 am on a friggin saturday! that's abnormal kay! why did i? cos nabila, shoba, barsam and amin planned to take a walk. it was a beautiful morning with drizzles. [excuse our faces, we just woke up]

took the bus to the port and waited there for 30-50 mins (?)

on the long ass ferry ride ... i mean look at how pissed we were at the pictures. [i was just posing but i was pissed as well , that explains my smile haha]





AT THE BEACH .................................
at the first beach we snorkeled and had lunch. the sea water was crystal clear!

at the second and last beach i played volleyball while the guys played football
exhausted, hungry, was what i felt at the 'hotel' luckily there was a bbq party! but i ate a lil that night :S i happened to bond with these people

WHAT HAPPENED IN TERENGGANU STAYS IN TERENGGANU :)

Sunday, 18
everybody woke up late. we were told to be heading to the museum and we did.

we spent only 20 mins then left to the market. all the koreans were like "omg its so hot here! ewww it stinks! omg whats that, whaaaaaaa!!!! aiiishhh sibal" at the market haha then we went to mcd for lunch and headed back to kl for another 8 hrs -,- we didn't watch a movie this time, we listened to our individual songs, slept on one's shoulder and talked. some stuff are ...... sigh neva mindddd :)