it's official. i'm a bitch to them. ik i've been thru something like this before but it really hurts man.

oh well, i should listen to T.I cos he got really nice lyrics like " i ain't dead, no. i ain't done, no. i ain't scared, of what? i ain't runnin, from who? still i stand. no matter what nigga here i am. " and " now i don’t really care what you call me, just as long as you don't call me rude. i bet they knew as soon as they saw me, Goodnight its over with thats all she wrote. streets like cold Chicago, aint nothing new i’ve seen it all before. but still I ball like no tomorrow, goodnight it’s over with thats all she wrote. "

sighhh this pathetic man. if its about how bitchy i was to em on sunday, hello, i was just fooling around. dammit.

feel kinda screwed right now. idkw. like i feel ignored sighh. umm i guess i shouldn't really think about it. anyways im fucked. exams on the 29th and im pretty much left out. oooh i skipped school today cos i just don't wanna have 4 fucking periods of hist. screw whatever thana thinks.

ystdy i met yuna again <333 she came to school and said hi to nava but nava was like "don't come in" the worst parts were izzat getting caught by her cos he hasn't been coming to school and nava talked to him sayin "do yk who she is? she's yuna. do yk that she got expelled and why? yk you're hanging with the wrong people" guess somethings just never change ..

i have saturday extra classes for math :| and must come on dec til 15th wtf urgh fairview!

FML

• "God will take you thru hell, just to get you to heaven."
• "I ain't dead, I aint done, I ain't scared, I aint run, no matter what, no matter what, still I stand."
• "Fear ain't in the heart of me, I learned just do it, you get courage from your fears right after you go through it."
• "Never mind what haters say, ignore them til they fade away."

i don't normally go there and don't have so much fun like where i have in pavi and bon ton. but today was surprisingly fun.

so today Rachel, Nadia, Aida, Izzat, Barsam, Kingsley and i went to klcc after school to chill cos O LEVELS THIS YEAR IS OVER!!!!!!!!!! glad that's over :)

us ladies changed in the school's toilet. we were shy to come out and idk if it was me but everyone was looking at us. we and izzat went to setiawangsa lrt station with rach's car. we were so noisy and retarded .... as usual.

then bought tix. omg it took us like forever to decide on what movie to watch. first we wanted to watch takers but we found this thai horror movie called deathplace and so we were captivated. thus we bought tix. then we had a late lunch. then waited for barsam and kingsley and jin su.

while waiting for the movie time, we went to the park and took pics. now that was fun. then we watched the movie. only 3 rows were seated .. oh fuck it was disgusting and retarded. like i screamed and laughed at the same time ... wtf?! and then when we wanted to exit the cinema, there wasn't any open doors it was like we were trapped inside. rach held onto me and we were all laughing through it but eventually found our exit.

then aida had to leave from isetan and so did i.

thuuuuuuuus it was a fun day :)

O LEVELS THIS YEAR IS OVER!!!!!!!!!! glad that's over :)

FUCKER. SALSA SAID "I WAS JUST DREAMING" I CAN'T BELIEVE I BOUGHT THAT BRAT!!!! i was too enthusiastic ...

salsa's gonna have 2 months break after her uan and i'll be having like idk how long but all ik is loooong enough for me to go on a vacation. thus we decided to go somewhere , to a beach, and so we decided THE BAHAMAS baby! i've always wanted to go there :P buuuuuut there's one problem for me, cash. that means i better save up ... a lot. like control the shopping and expenses. the best part is no parents allowed. i really hope this trip is still on though. how sick is this for me to get after grad?! i really hope her parents and mine agree. i mean, its just gonna be us at the bahamas chilling.

anyways, its 4 now. i should study. Business paper 2 tmrw :| last paper babyyyyyy.
TOODALOO